Thanks for being a friend
This is the first time in a long time that I have hated myself and wanted to die. It probably sounds dumb to you guys, but it’s took me a long time to be grateful that I’m living.
He took that feeling away completely. Every now and then I think about how everyone would just be better off if I was dead. I like to think I’m stronger than that.
Tomorrow has got to be better. Please, tomorrow must be better.